2014年3月26日 星期三

關於每晚闔眼之前

幾乎每天夜晚在關上燈之後,總是期待著第二天不要來臨,捲曲身體緊閉著雙眼在棉被裡試著逃開從天亮的時間帶來的苦痛,今天、昨天、前天、這個月、上個月、今年、去年、現在、過去、以後,關於想要得不到以及得到後卻又失去之類的生活瑣事。Alex Turner的這張Submarine是常常會拿聽出來的一張原聲帶,尤其是在夜晚,旋律也是經常浮現在腦海裡。愛情就像是生活中的嗎啡,讓人暫時忘記生活中的不愉快,但也必須承擔服用的後果,一旦上癮之後想戒掉當然也很難。本來只是想借用"Hiding Tonight"這首歌名寫些在夜晚躲藏不想要有明天的心情,邊聽邊寫著就變成愛情收尾,當然這首歌這張原聲帶這部電影都是關於愛情的。


"Hiding Tonight"

Tomorrow I'll be quicker
I'll stare into the strobe light flicker
And afloat I'll stay
But I'm quite alright hiding today

Tomorrow I'll be faster
I'll catch what I've been chasing after
And have time to play
But I'm quite alright hiding today

And I will play the coconut shy
And win a prize even if it's rigged
I won't know when to stop
And you can leave off my lid, and I won't even lose my fizz
I'll be the polka dots type
I'll know the way back, if you know the way
But if you are, I am quite alright, hiding today

Tomorrow I'll be stronger, running colorful
No longer just in black and white
And I'm quite alright hiding tonight

And I will have a game on the coconut shy
And win a prize even if it's rigged
I won't know when to stop
And you can leave off my lid, and I won't even lose my fizz
I'll be the polka dots type

I'll probably swim through a few lagoons
I'll have a spring in my step
And I'll get there soon
To sing you a happy tune, tomorrow

And you better bring a change of clothes
So we can sail our laughing pianos along a beam of light
But I'm quite alright
Hiding tonight