最近都在喝酒

這一個多星期來的每天晚上
不是在外面喝酒就是在家喝酒
在外面喝完酒回家都是凌晨兩點多
隔天就睡到中午左右
起床也不知道在幹嘛
接近晚上就想開始喝酒
搬回家裡住真的是很不習慣
除了一直有食物供給之外
跟他們的生活方式有太多的差異
如果酒精也有無限供給的話我想會舒適一點

今天是八號，二十五號就要出發去澳洲
但是現在什麼都不想準備
白天就有一搭沒一搭的看看去澳洲的事
不然就看看PTT棒球版、NBA版、八卦版之類的
偶爾翻翻書，手邊這本是失戀排行榜
反正機票跟backpacker都訂好了
backpacker也訂了一個星期
一定有更多奇怪的人都可以在那活得好好的
我想我一定可以在那邊活下去
都是在過生活，只是換個環境生活
沒有那麼難
現在期待的是26號到澳洲星期五緊接著就是周末
我比較期待這個周末

這首歌Rehab是Amy Winehouse寫關於她失戀然後酗酒然後戒酒的事
Amy Winehouse不是漂亮的那種，但聲音很性感，歌很吸引我

Amy Winehouse - Rehab



They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go

I'd rather be at home with Ray
I ain't got seventy days
'Cause there's nothing, there's nothing you can teach me
That I can't learn from Mr. Hathaway

Didn't get a lot in class
But I know it don't come in a shot glass

They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go

The man said, "Why do you think you here?"
I said, "I got no idea
I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near"

He said, "I just think you're depressed"
This me, "Yeah baby, and the rest"
They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know

I don't ever wanna drink again
I just, ooh, I just need a friend
I'm not gonna spend ten weeks
Have everyone think I'm on the mend

And it's not just my pride
It's just 'til these tears have dried

They tried to make me go to rehab, I said, "No, no, no"
Yes, I've been black but when I come back you'll know, know, know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab, I won't go, go, go